I don’t think enough of us realize
that Paul Simon will be dead someday and gone,
leaving us alone,
in a world without Paul Simon.
Driving home tonight, I was struck with all the force
of a gentle voice made strong by song.
Serenaded by Paul Simon, singing about his son
and stars.
It hit harder than most that this man will be dead, someday.
Sure, we’ll have him on CD
and in a myriad of compressed audio formats, but still,
this is different than Hendrix,
born to die, or Dylan,
who since his twenties has been a wraith
stalking, haunting his musical niche.
I will die, maybe tomorrow, without fanfare,
not one trumpet.
Silent angels will transport me nowhere
in bare hands,
one on each shoulder,
a soothing and proprietary gesture, still
I’d rather it be them than no one.
We’ll wear our 3D glasses,
microwave ethereal popcorn and wait for the sun to supernova.
Afterwards, we will file out of the theatre,
disappointed and ten dollars poorer,
share our feelings and marvel at what it’s like
never to have existed.
Light speed travel! is all that will save us,
some of us,
preserve Napoleon as a caricature and Caesar as a salad.
God must be nervous, or uneasy, at least,
appreciating the need for oxygen deprived minds
to keep him alive and breathing our spare change
and time.
I keep expecting things to change with time;
“guided by tiny strings” sounds so archaic
I think we will all, someday realize,
but maybe not.
Maybe Jesus and Moses will spend every afternoon of the afterlife
laughing and periodically jeering in my direction,
twenty feet this or that way,
reclining under a tree with the prophet Mohammed
(an unlikely but inevitable Heavenly clique)
reading a book and enjoying the breeze,
never happier to be wrong,
happy to still be anything.
Or maybe light speed travel! is all that will save us,
some of us;
preserve Napoleon in a cylinder and Caesar in a plastic bag,
and then sing, Paul, to the Romans
about your son, Carrie Fisher,
and the only losses that matter.
Those pagans don’t believe in monogamous love,
and I don’t understand the trinity
(can you believe it? – all my life a Catholic).
I feel like the Holy Ghost is underrepresented
like Zeppo in Marx Brothers’ comedies.
Explain this, Paul,
using simple words and complex harmonies.
The choir sings about lambs and saviors;
I don’t understand this either.
Is anything not metaphor?